OK today is rant and rave... I sometimes wonder if I sound like a lunatic!! I sometimes wonder if I am one LOL!!! I know I am one!!! If I was sane I would drive myself batty!! SO back to today's post....

Rant: We have POST listed on Craigslist. We have been getting lots of emails for showings. We had 4 showings set up and 2 actually came. I was shocked. 2 came!!! I was careful to not put our phone number up for the nut jobs to call. Its bad enough to field the emails. We are trying to get it sold to get Stephie's braces paid for. So we need a buyer here pretty dang fast or we will miss the deadline for this semester at UW. I would hate to make her wait until January for her ortho to start. But is may be what we do. If we wanted to go a different route we could use a local Orthodontist and make payments but it would cost us substantially more. So we are on the fence. I have turned this stress over to Heavenly Father and I know he will provide a solution. He will show us the path to take.

Rave: Papa Johns chocolate desert things. They are so freakin addictive!!!!! Seriously folks!! Go try these!!!

I sent my relief society president an email. I gave her a list of things we need to get rid of from the house. Hopefully she knows someone who needs the items so we can find room in the house again. I had to give Liz notice that she can't leave her stuff here for more then one more week or we will be disposing of most of her things. I cannot be a storage facility. We do not have room and I want my house back. I want my garage to be once again almost empty. We were on that track when she moved in. So sadly she has to make some tough choices and get her things out or I will donate/ rehome them. I have not heard one word from her since Sat and do not expect to. Sadly these are the choices she is making. My heart is breaking at not seeing the baby. We knew when she left this would happen. How hard is it for her to send an email or call and let us know how they are? She did not give us a phone number we can reach her at. She is not only hurting me she is hurting her sisters. They love the baby so much. But then this is her choice in life and someday she will look back and realize how much she is hurting other people in life. I hope she gets to grow up. I hope the baby is safe and not in danger. I am so worried for his safety. I hope she is feeding him and taking care of him. I hope she knows that she can leave him here if it came down to it. Sorry for the sadness today. My heart is heavy with stresses in life.

I could write fluffy bunny posts everyday but then I would not be being real.  I hope I am not offending anyone or being mistaken for always being in a black mood. Sometimes life is full of highs and sometimes lows. I seem to be in a low right now. It has been a hard year for me. I know others have life harder then me. This is my daily struggles.