One year ago today my mom passed away. There is a lot I could say but am way to upset and not wanting to deal with things today.

I miss my mom. There are many things that were left unsaid between us. I wish I had just one last 30 min phone call to wrap things up. I still have tons of anger at my sister. I can not forgive her. She has not asked for it and I will not offer it. She still is holding my mom's recipes hostage and I want them. And my brother still "supposedly" has my mom's jewelry and has not dealt with that.

Today is a bad day. I wanted to stay in bad with the blankets up over my head. I wish I could. The girls remember and we talked about it.

Public service announcement: Call your mom and tell her you love her. You never know when the time will be the last. DO not procrastinate. It will one day be to late and you will regret it.