I am in the final count down!!!! I am totally freaked out!!! I am scared to death!!! I am ready for this to be over with. I don't like pain and I think that is what I am most afraid of. I am afraid of loosing control of my house ( and no I am not a control freak I just like things my way in my house (Thanks mom)) I am afraid the house is going to fall down around me and there will not be anything I can do to stop it. I start a clear liquid only diet tomorrow. I am not sure how long I will be in the hospital. I have taught my 9 yo how to remote blog so she is planning on being my guest blogger on Friday and Sat if needed. She will be posting an update.

I did try a color remover on my hair and finally the mistake black is gone!!!!! I am glad about that. It did turn is bright orange and Stephie made fun of me for that. Then I dyed it a med brown color. I like it a lot better. The black was a huge mistake. It was supposed to be a dark brown and I have no idea what happened. But it is gone!! I also got it cut again. I want to grow it out but did get it trimmed up short in back for ease of care. It will grow back.

I did 3 more loads of laundry today. I really can't decide if I have really dirty kids or really clean ones. OK 2 of clothing and one was towels. I am trying to get as much done as possible. I did manage to fit in a 30 min nap today!!!! And I had a Costco hot dog *gasp* !!!! I avoid those because I am trying to loose weight but I decided I felt deprived and needed one. Besides I had not had lunch yet and was hungry.

I made chicken for dinner with couscous. The girls had asked for that. I did the chicken with chinese 5 spice on it baked. And I tried some Tilapia. I do not care for it. But I have a things against fish with lots of bones in it anyways. So that is my issue. It did have very good flavor I just can't handle bones. I have made an indian curry marinade for it. We also had a salad. It was good!!!!