We are in final count down to < insert scary deep voice here>  THE PROCEDURE!!!!! Stephie is really scared. We have been doing lots of snuggle time with her. She is kind of excited to see the inside of herself but its the going to sleep that bothers her. And to be honest I am really scared for her. I am so scared something will go wrong. It's really hard to deal with this and not have a support system. I have no family here and really no one I can lean on. It really bites!! I am scared she something is going to happen to my beautiful little girl.

I also have a huge amount of stress things this week. I need to make some financial choices that I do not know what to do about. I need to decide if I want to open an IRA or cash one out. I am leaning toward cashing it out but have tons of questions and no idea who to ask. We have teacher conferences for Stephie tomorrow morning. Then I have a Dr appt. The DH has something at 1. Then WED  we have THE PROCEDURE. Going to be a long couple of days. Friday or Sat we have to run to Kent again. The kids start spring break next Monday. We are hoping to go camping for a day or 2 out at Ft Worden. I need to sit on the beach and destress or I will snap into 8 million pieces.

Oh we heard from the dr on all the blood tests on Stephie. I can't remember what it is she tested for but she has some virus which is a form or something of mono. So now we also know what else is going on with her and why she has been so sick since Dec. So we are getting answers and dealing with the issues she is having.

Meega had a great time at cheerleading tonight. She is so shy though I am worried she won't make it. I read they are taking 16 girls and only only 14 were there today!! She is so hopeful that means she will make it by default and then she can practice hard and really make it next year. The cheer is really cute and she has been working hard on her jumps.