My blog is broke. For some reason the the time /date stamp is off again.

Still no word from the school. I am not happy. Do they think because we submitted paperwork to remove my child from the crappy school they can just be jerks about it? I have always had bad feelings about this school district now they are confirmed. I am going to be writing a review for schoolreports.org also. So anyone researching this district will see not only poor test scores that we were worried about but how the school does not provide a safe CLEAN NURTURING learning environment.

My mom's condo did close on time. I spent a good deal of time crying about it. Its yet another door in my life I need to close. I miss my mom terribly. I have been through a lot in the last 3 years with my daughter and my husband and my mom was my rock. I could always call her no matter what time and she was there for me. I could always depend on her to first listen to what my issue of the day was then to tell me to pull my self together and come up with solutions. I am sad my mom never got to see my marriage turn around and be on a track of trying to repair our lives. She was there for me through my lowest when I had no idea what I was going to do as a single parent, where I would live, work or how I would survive. She was there for me during the nights when I laid here sobbing because I had to tell my kids sorry I have to work and I can't be here when you need me all the time like I have been for years. She was here when I was so fed up with my job I made a voodoo doll of my boss because I could not cope with her anymore. My mom was here for me the day DH moved out and left our family and she was here the day he moved back. She was here when I didn't think I had it in me to go one breath further.  I miss my mom. I could use someone to tell me that Stephie will be fine. I need someone to tell me that I am making the right choices and not being stupid or if I am being then tell me an alternative. It really is no fun not having a mom!!!!

I also with my brother approval got the car registered here in Wa. I now have base stickers on it too. I was in tears when we changed out the plates. All this in one day is too much. To many open bloody wounds. I need a hot cocoa and a good trashy novel. Oh wait my mom used to send me those. She belonged to a book club and would send me Harlequin romances when she was done. It gave me some entertainment.

I had someone ask me how I have done this for 3 years and not once taken a drink, gone insane, killed someone, or taken up some bad habit. But I do have a bad habit. I whine on my blog. I have never really blogged how bad my life has been because someone out there has it worse then me. I try to see something positive in everything or else I would loose it. I really do need to get a small used RV for the next 2 years. I need something we can go stay out on the coast in. We used to have an RV and that is my escape. I even went RVing on an Air Force base 30 min from my house for a change of scenery once for 4 days in NOV!!! Talk about wild!!! We did have a great time though!! We did it over Thanksgiving. I made Turkey Spam for dinner!!! We hung out on the base checking out the museums and playing!! I need those outing. I need a break from my crappy reality. We have been looking at a few of them but the ones in our price range are so horrible I was afraid I caught something just being by them!!! Seriously!! One was completely moldy and needed a new interior along with the outside fiberglass being cracked all over and needing about 5k in repairs!! Another one had no interior!!! Seriously!!! The outside was ok but there was nasty in the inside!! It had been gutted and was bad!!!! We are talking the 2k and under range FYI. We keep looking 5 or 6 times a day on Craigslist and in the papers hoping that someone is divorcing or selling due to illness etc and we can find a great deal like friends of ours did. I need this one to pan out. Stephie is already putting in her reservation for wanting to go away for her birthday. And we need to know soon so we can reserve campsites before the park fill up.

Dh got a call from Toadhouse to work until 10 instead of just his training 2 hours. He was asked to be a dishwasher for the night.  He doesn't think there are that many dishes so we shall see!! Guess this means he won't want to help me clean the kitchen anymore!!! The job is part-time almost full hours. So that is good. He is only getting about 12 at Papa Johns and we need the cash.