Is it bedtime yet? I need a vacation!!! Seriously!!! The whole thing with Stephie is tiring. The whole job thing with Dave drives me nuts. My son being bored to DEATH at his job and calling my constantly!!! wears on me. My life is full of questions and I its full of undecideds!! Are we moving? Where are we moving? Are we eligible for a gov't move? Do we have to do it ourselves? Where do we want to live? are there jobs there? If we leave this area what about Liz? Will we ever see Goobie and her again? Would it even matter to her? Would she be happy if we were gone? Would it bother her? Would Jon move with us? Would he be able to make it on his own ? ( NO!! But this is a long story for another day) What if we just gave up on life packed everything we want to keep into storage bought an RV and spent the next year traveling the country? Will the sale of the condo close next month as planned? Will I ever get the papers to get the car transferred into my name? Will my sister ever copy my mom's recipes and send them to me? Will my brother ever get the jewelry taken care of? Will the 401k people ever contact me? This is what keeps me awake at night. The never ending undecided things in my life. There is a lot more but I am so stressed right now.

If I sell all the things I don't want/need how much money can I raise and how empty will this house be?? I have been reading a blog about a family that is boycotting shopping for one year. I am doing my own version. So in that mode you also clean your house and get rid of anything you have not used in 12 months, clothes that do not fit, or anything you just plain don't want. So today each kid had to find 10 things to throw out from their rooms and 5 things to donate. I actually found a small corner of my room and 1/2 way cleaned out a closet. I filled a box for donate and half a trash bag. Works for me!! We have some things that I know are worth money and I just can't donate them so we are going to be doing a whole lot of eBay listings. We have 7 things so far to list this week. We are going to see how much we can make off there and craigslist. And if we are not shopping then maybe I can save enough to go on a little trip to Oregon coast!!! Or maybe enough to move!!! We are both dreading when we run out of inside house things to clean. The garage is out of control. Although we have tamed it a lot it's still pretty bad. We talked about selling our fridge and just keeping the landlords but his is hideous!!! And the door is broken... But if we move it will be sold and not moved. As well as the washer and dryer. We really do not have much to move but I know things are like a gas and expand so we will need a good size truck still.

Ok I realized I am off on a mindless ramble. I sat down to blog and had a brain block and now its flowing!!!

If you live in my area and are looking for girl scout cookies let me know!!! Both girls are selling them so make sure to buy from me!!! The girls did not do presales and need to sell 50 boxes each!!! SO hint hint hint Liz let us know what you want.