*Le Sigh* Is it a relief? I hope so... We got an offer on mom's condo today. Yes is it to have it sold but it brought all my feeling to the surface again and I broke down in tears. It was not a good feeling. It is another thing gone from my life. I know it doesn't make sense. But it was my mom's house and she was proud of it. This is where she passed away per her wishes. After everything she had been through she was happy in this house. She bought this on her own for her. We had long talks about it and this meant something to her. It is very bitter sweet for me. I know she is not there anymore and I know her things are now long gone from it. It's just that is was hers and I feel like everything of hers is gone and she is being erased somehow. I can't explain it. And Yes I know its weird. So to sooth myself I did what I had to. I went to cold stone creamery and had a Ghirardelli ® Chocolate milk shake which I split with Dave and Meega so I only drank like 5 sips. But it was what I needed. So I hope by blogging it I did not jinx this too.

Stephie had a really bad day at school today. Beginning of the month means seat change time. She is between 2 very obnoxious boys. They kept talking over her and drove her nuts. One boy also copied off her paper. She is not a happy person. It took us almost 3 hours to get a smile back on her face. I emailed her teacher and have a meeting tomorrow morning to get it fixed. I cannot have a sad panda everyday. And she is my easy smile kid. She is still not her happy self so I am hoping after a good night sleep and some good snuggles she will wake up a happy kid again.