I have been naughty!!! I have not folded laundry in a few days. I think since Monday to be exact. So there are a few loads to be done. Ok a lot of loads. Ok a heck of a lot of laundry to be exact. So I decided to do it. Well.... I don't have a nice comfy couch anymore. I had to sit on cold cement sub floor and do it. Now my butt is cold and flat. And what bit of furniture we do have is a joke. We now have 2 spinny squeaky chairs to sit on. I am so ready to re-locate!!! Would be easy!! Dave applied for a job someplace out of state. Please send a prayer our way he gets it. The hiring supervisor is in contact with us and we hope to get offered it. He really needs a job!!! And I need out of this house!!! I know without a doubt I want to move out of here. I know its the first time this house flooded in 50 years but what if we get rain like that again??? I do not have it in me to go through this again. I am so done and out of energy.

I know not everyone who reads has the same beliefs or faith as me so I hope to not offend.

I am worried about my family. My aunt is in the midwest with the nasty weather and I hope and pray she is ok. I pray she has no damages and stays safe and warm. I hope my brother is safe to. He travels all over for his job and I hope he is not stranded someplace on the road. I pray for him to return to his home and be safe. The weather in this country is getting wild. I was just random thinking the other day and we got to talking. What if all these things are presigns of the second coming? Is my life in order? What do I need to repent for? What in my life do I need to change to be a better person? If I died today would I have regrets? I guess a tragedy full year like we have had makes on think a bit more. I am thankful for my family and very thankful we still do have a house to live in. It may be crappy as can be but we have a roof over our heads. We have most of our health   We have food to eat and each other. I know there are other out there who have way less then us. I am thankful and very grateful for what I do have. I am trying to stay focused and see positives in my life instead of dwelling on the things I cannot do anything about.